I feel absolutely lost in life.
I have no idea what to do about anything or anyone.
Work, money, people,. It’s all wrong. I don’t know what I want or where i want to be. I keep going back to the start and messing myself up again.
I know the one person on earth who would be able to put me on the right track and she’s not living anymore.
Another one of those unfair awful things that have contributed to my weird and not so wonderful life.
I don’t remember the last time I felt content.
I’m 25 years old next month and I’m going to drink myself blind.
Maybe that will help but probably not.